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Sunday, November 16, 2008,1:30 AM
IN THIS WORLD NO MAN THAT IS NO LIE
EVEN MY HUSBAND HOW INNCENT FACE ALSO WILL LIE ..
IN THIS WORLD ALL MAN ALSO LIE 1
I REALLY REALLY VERY REGRET TO MARRIED.
I VERY STUPID SHLD KNOW ..
MAN LIEK THAT ONE.
HOW COME I MAKE MYSELF FALL INTO THE TRAP SINCE I KNOW IT
MY TWO DARLING..
JUST TO LET YOU TWO KNOW ..
MUMMY IS BECAUSE OF YOU TWO .. THEN STAY STRONG DE.
I RELI FEEL HELPESS NOW ..
,1:21 AM
feeling not happy:(
hubby recently lie to me .. he said he finish work at 2 am.. but let me found out that he finished at 7 am . He told me that he went to benjemin there work...
dont know isnt true.. but i also never ask much as i very sian le .. this is not the first time he lying to me ...haiz..
i found out because he pay the bill on the axs machine and the email receipt send to me ..
haiz..
i dun wanna angry anymroe i reli give up on him le..
i use to be trust him alot..
i will never doubt on him ..
but this time round sorry.. even thoguh its white lies so what ?
husband and wife need to like this then what for ?
LIES
i dun wish to mention anbout it any more
i jsut can trust him anymore
i use to be eugene if he lie me i will pay him back twice as much
now..
i totally sian .. i cant do anything at all
Yesterday .. he then told me that acutally he went for the course is "THE JESSICA"
( before that he told me is the company sent him go 1 ..take turn go )
say until how true.. and tell me ho help him to find out.. then he go join the course dunno what course i also dun even wanna ask much already.. then the goverment sub and company sub half.. then he today take PH telling me tat the course is whole day to 12 am .
i dun even wanna ask much le ..cause i cant make myself to trust him anymore..
i have no choice ..
cause we have married..
i wanna leave but how ..
now i am preg..
now i have sisi..
now i understand how come mother is so wei da..
i believe after i give birth i wont be so stress le ..
this time round i reli v sian on our marriage le...
just now he come back told me that tml gonig what training .. and thursday is what invitation .. i also dun wanna ask much ..forget about it ..
i feel wreckless ..
i cant do anything at all ..
Tuesday, November 11, 2008,3:50 AM
sisi at last recover !
HEr fever at last recover !!
but flu still go ~~
haiz bleeding still abit ..
1st appointment date cfm liao !! hehe
on 19 dec 830am
Monday, November 10, 2008,1:27 AM
Went to kk
yeserday have spotting ...haiz.. placenta to low :(
went alone hubby look after sisi...
3plus go 5 plus return home
Wednesday, November 05, 2008,2:55 AM
FUCKING MAID MAKE ME ANGRY AGAIN FUCK FUCK FUCK
Today the fucking maricel make me fucking tu lan !!!!!!!!!!
know what.. She fucking hell... forget put veg on sisi porridge and forget cook her porridge share ! what the heck man
then i 4 am finish wrk then going to 5 am able to sleep. know what.. i wake up at 8 plus liao .. cause my daughter sleep with me .
After that never sleep well . sleep in the living room watching over sisi and that fucker
When i able to take a nap with darling.. know what...raining heavily !
she never keep the clothes and hb shoes!!
i went out and see as i predict sth wrong..
whose know really !!!!!!!
Kanina bay and nvm i bath for sisi then this fucker go and mop the floor !!
when sis bath finished sisi walk out and fell down !!
FUCK FUCK FUCK
i reli pek sek until cry lor ..
call hb .. hb also stress
tell sheila she told me fastest the new 1 also wait till friday lor ..
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
fucking hell
Today sisi 3rd day flu liao ..after the MMr ...haiz,, if tml never go thursday bring her to chinese doc ...
Saturday, November 01, 2008,3:23 AM
MMR for darling
Today bring Sisi for injection once wake up at 1 plus noon ...so scarly ...
but lucky she cry awhile only .. my heart also pain lor ...haiz..
wondering how to help her piece her ear lei ..hee..
love her too much liao reli cant seperate with her lei ..
how arh.. reli wish that can go oversea romantic with husband lor .. but how cant la..
after that when to kiddy palace buy biscuit for sisi then go home liao
and wrk til lnow super tired..
she keep on calling ma ma ma ma ..hehe. .but no pa pa pa pa lei
stress today sandra called say owner haven back sia..
say wanna 8k then come back lor ..
tml hear the news again