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Sunday, November 16, 2008,1:21 AM
feeling not happy:(
hubby recently lie to me .. he said he finish work at 2 am.. but let me found out that he finished at 7 am . He told me that he went to benjemin there work...
dont know isnt true.. but i also never ask much as i very sian le .. this is not the first time he lying to me ...haiz..
i found out because he pay the bill on the axs machine and the email receipt send to me ..
haiz..
i dun wanna angry anymroe i reli give up on him le..
i use to be trust him alot..
i will never doubt on him ..
but this time round sorry.. even thoguh its white lies so what ?
husband and wife need to like this then what for ?
LIES
i dun wish to mention anbout it any more
i jsut can trust him anymore
i use to be eugene if he lie me i will pay him back twice as much
now..
i totally sian .. i cant do anything at all
Yesterday .. he then told me that acutally he went for the course is "THE JESSICA"
( before that he told me is the company sent him go 1 ..take turn go )
say until how true.. and tell me ho help him to find out.. then he go join the course dunno what course i also dun even wanna ask much already.. then the goverment sub and company sub half.. then he today take PH telling me tat the course is whole day to 12 am .
i dun even wanna ask much le ..cause i cant make myself to trust him anymore..
i have no choice ..
cause we have married..
i wanna leave but how ..
now i am preg..
now i have sisi..
now i understand how come mother is so wei da..
i believe after i give birth i wont be so stress le ..
this time round i reli v sian on our marriage le...
just now he come back told me that tml gonig what training .. and thursday is what invitation .. i also dun wanna ask much ..forget about it ..
i feel wreckless ..
i cant do anything at all ..